fuckin' shit, isn't it?

[Sinnybuns/Mika]

Loud Disturbed tends to make it easier for me to concentrate when the brain won't shut up.  lol.

[Osbourne Kilminster]

Maybe you're right. I used to love "The Game", but now the poignance is almost inescapable.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nP2aPipQmo8&feature=related

[V]

i've hit the point of telling anyone who make anything like date-like advances to die in a fire.  regardless of gender, race, religion, ect.  not a phase.  been the modus operandi for years now. 

yeah, i'm gonna die alone.  i'm kinda alright with that.  don't we all, really, regardless?

[Osbourne Kilminster]

Fuck it. For fucking real. I'm out tonight. My tight T-shirt is picked out ready. Daren;t wear a Tapou one again as it attracts crazies, but a nice plain black one. Makes my arms look massive. Ha. See what 12hr skank I can pull. Got to tak the advice of MANY mates and LEARN to find 'em, fuck 'em, flip 'em. Gotta learn to be so cold I make Wayne Static seem like a bigass radiator.

[Jackson]

Good plan. Always makes me feel better to do a mindfuck after being mindfucked myself.

[Osbourne Kilminster]

Mindfuck? Really? Got me thinking about Criss Angel's fake magic now. LOL

[Osbourne Kilminster]

Mad. Mental, evening. Sat around in pubs with my training partner, who was freezing his fucking knackers off because he didn't have a coat... a guy dressed as a Blues Brother who looked more like Winston Churchill... and another kid dressed as fucking Spiderman.

Still. Avoided the neccessary pub and had a laugh. Got felt up (a bit) by a hot hot chick who happens to have a long-term BF, so I didn't pursue but regret it now. I'd have served time for that one. A jury would weep when she recounted her ordeal. Oh fucking yes...

Still. Fell asleep knelt over my toilet. Classy!

[Sinnybuns/Mika]

Pace yourself with the alcohol.  >_<  Hangovers are not something you want to repeat more than once.

[Osbourne Kilminster]

What chance do I have with this kinda bunch? Haha. Bless 'em, they're sound kids.

[Sinnybuns/Mika]

Wow.  lol.  Just wow. 

With them, I'd normally say you have no chance in Hell.   

[Jackson]

Uhm... ok. Who goes out dressed like Spiderman?!

I had 2 beers on an empty stomach last nite at karaoke. I was nicely wasted. Killer headache today though.

[Shane Sanders]

What chance do I have with this kinda bunch? Haha. Bless 'em, they're sound kids.

I'd hang with ya'll like that I'm all about some nerdiness 

[Osbourne Kilminster]

They went to a fancy dress party before deciding to come out 'round town. It's not every day you see people walking around like that in Ross. Bless 'em.

In other news, a shit day today as the mate I was supposed to be hanging with this evening bailed on me and left me bored out of my fucking mind all bastard day. So, I got mulling over what psycho girl was saying at different points and pairing it up with the kind of people who were out and about last night... turns out a very small part of it may have held some truth. Well, the bit where she reckoned having a skull display central to my living room and having Pinhead action figures sat on top of my wardrobes and wearing hoodies with skulls and demons and stuff could really scare a lot of people away. Girls especially. I kind of had to step aside from myself and look at the image I portray to other people and I can kind of see it.

So, I took a sledgehammer to my skulls. It's a weird thing swinging a sledgehammer indoors... And I bundled up a load of my clothes and took 'em to the charity shop. Got quite a few of my toys on eBay too. Part of me feels good about it in that I might have more luck in meeting people and keeping them around, even after they've been to my place, but then a part of me feels like a total fucking sell-out.


Can't win with this shit, can I?

[Jackson]

Aww... you shoulda said something. I would have taken those hoodies off your hands.

[Osbourne Kilminster]

I'm now at a point where most of the stuff that needs to go has gone. Still got some stuff on eBay and probably a little more to go on, as and when I get to rummaging through my specific collections and thinning them out. Pretty much down to a single, solitary display case with all my cool stuff in it. It really, really sucks. It's nice having a stack of PayPal, but that won't last forever.