fuckin' shit, isn't it?

[Mad Dog]

The double standard known as the woman's prerogative.

[Osbourne Kilminster]

New Year in with a bang. Luck is changing. Thank fuck.

[Osbourne Kilminster]

well fucking maybe fucking not. You think you're onto a winner and playing things real cautiously with good advice from the only people you can trust, but no. Her issues crop up. Then she brings up the fact that I don't feel compelled to knife my ex in her sleep or some crazy shit. So now, if I'm lucky, I've got a fuck buddy and, at worst, I've got fuck all but a pub I can't go into anymore as she works behind the bar. Class. Fucking ace, you twat, Zig. Fucked up right fucking royally this time, mate. Fuck you.

[Osbourne Kilminster]

Don't ya just fucking love those Saturday nights when you just fucking KNOW a girl you really like is out hunting and will probably be bouncing on some other fucker's cock in a matter of hours? I do. Fucking love 'em.

[Sinnybuns/Mika]

Rid yourself of psycho bitches. 

[Jason Talbot]

Rid yourself of psycho bitches. 

Ya know, I have been told the same quite a bit recently... I split with my woman a while back, and damn did she get crazy! lol

[Ryann]

Rid yourself of psycho bitches.

This

[Osbourne Kilminster]

if a girl says she basically doesn't envision things ever going beyond fuck buddies, and you go along with it, what are the chances of her finding herself attached to you and wanting more if the arrangement continues over an extended period of time?

[Sinnybuns/Mika]

To be frank...in a situation like that, you're the in-between guy until she finds someone she really wants.  Chances of it progressing beyond fuck-buddies/friends is slim at best. I know it's a small town, but keep your prospects open for others. 

But, I hope tomorrow goes well for you.

[Jackson]

To be frank...in a situation like that, you're the in-between guy until she finds someone she really wants.  Chances of it progressing beyond fuck-buddies/friends is slim at best. I know it's a small town, but keep your prospects open for others. 

But, I hope tomorrow goes well for you.

What she said. :hug: Hope things improve for you.

[Osbourne Kilminster]

I feel terrible putting all my shit up on here and would completely understand if you guys felt I'm dragging the board down with my misery and all that stuff. Maybe it's amusing to people who're like "he's such a dick! look at him!" and, in truth, I have to agree. I know I make piss poor choices. Anyway, I post shit here because my facebook just isn't safe because if I put anything on there, I get texts from people I don't want them from (but daren't delete from my supposed friends list) and I don't have a blog or anything.

At any rate, I apologise to Joyce, in the first instance, because she's always there and has been for literally years. Must be two years or so now that she's always been there to calm me down and listen to me and give solid advice. Brutal truth, but she knows that it's always best to hear it how it is and I respect that so much.

In the second instance, I cut off a bit sharp mid-conversation last night when the girl text me to ask me to her pub for a chat.  kinda knew it wouldn't be good because there was no 'x' on it, but there ya go. I should have said "no, fuck you", but I didn't. She basically told me that despite earlier suggesting we see how things progress with an open mind , she'd changed her mind and was completely ruling out any possibility of advancement. Kinda gutted and put on the spot, I agreed to go along with the whole casual fucking thing. So I went home and she came around after her shift, we got in a bit of "cardio" and then ended up talking.

Now, she makes out she's all honest and frank and tells it like it is, but she really doesn't take it too well when it's the same both ways. She asked me what my mates and bro thought about it all and I told her they'd probably slap my across the back of the head for being an idiot for going along with something I know I absolutely know is going nowhere, with someone who can't make up her fucking mind what she wants from one minute to the next. I could tell she was pissed off and, for a split second, I thought the ice had cracked and she might cry. If she had, I might have smiled or something. Just to see her feel a bit shit would have made me feel better about it all, but no. Didn't happen, not that I saw.

She decided she had to go home to get shit ready for doing stuff today, but it was probably BS. I got a text this morning saying she's out because things won't work out with me. Truth is, I'd typed out a smiliar text to send to her about five times and deleted it last night because I really liked her and still hoped shit would work out, somehow, despite what everyone has told me.

I'm gutted beyond anything I'd expected. Getting through my workout was Hell and my training buddy felt awkward because I looked like shit and my head wasn't in it. I can't deal with this shit. I thought getting dumped by a gf of 5 1/2yrs at the end of last year had toughened me up and made me colder than I really am, I suppose. She left her watch here and I'll have to deal with that at some point. Might tell a friend to drop it into her pub. If I see her, gay fucking fag emo shit as it sounds - I'm not going to let her see me crack up. No girl can ever see that again.

I just don't see being able to do the whole find 'em, fuck 'em, send 'em packing thing. Yeah, a good shag is always nice, but to be told by someone you'd grown to like that all they want from you is that just fucking sucks. I dunno what the fuck is up with women or what the fuck is up with me. I could fucking punch myself.

[Jackson]

That sucks. If you need to vent, you know we're always here, Oz. This is your family... and we never judge.

[Osbourne Kilminster]

Thank you 

[Sinnybuns/Mika]

  *hugs*

[RingOtaku]

Bah. I judge all I want. I spread misery around the internet like it's an STD and I'm a high school cheerleader. Next time some girl plays you like that man toss her a twenty dollar bill and say "As bad as you were I should be getting change whore". Then literally kick her ass out of bed.

And if both people agree up front to have sex but no "dating relationship special fuzzy heart feelings" then go for it. If you can't keep it straight then you feel too much and need some waterfall meditating. Zen Buddha Pimp Style Bitches!